May 26, 2020, Good Evening all, tonight I wanted to touch base on something that is dear to me.
You see I feel that one should follow their heart's desires, dreams. I have had many tell me that hey your pictures are good .. but and then find something to criticize about the pictures or the website, Or just something to knock the sail out just a bit. Make me have self-doubts wonder if I am good enough. then its as if the good Lord above sees me struggling and he sends me a sign. It may come in the form of an email from a business that I contacted, it may come in the form of a cardinal flying in front of me ( with both my parents being gone I take seeing these very seriously. ) Or it may come in the form of someone messaging me about the promotions I did and they won. But these are signs that Jesus has sent to me to tell me don't give up keep pushing forward follow that dream because I am the one that put that dream into your heart.
I believe instead of putting people down we should be helping them rise up. Instead of letting our teens be depressed we as adults should give them the courage to follow their dreams. Listen to them, be supportive of them. Find ways to help them push through when their sail has been knocked out a bit. I don't care who you are, I don't care if you are the richest person on the earth or the poorest person on this earth. I want to give you the courage, don't give up. You keep pushing forward, don't you dare let that dark place win .. you are loved, you are wanted, you are intelligent, bright, funny, and most importantly even if you don't know me personally know that I care. I will listen to you, I will laugh with you, I will be here for you to vent to. I 'll take pictures of the goofy smiles. I won't judge you.
Yes I feel that everyone should follow their heart's desires, their dreams.
No I am not saying go commit a crime. Because we all know that, that is not really something someone dreams of doing.
With that said I want to give a huge shout out to someone special to me
Hayley Dawn Lovell ( my Lil pumpkinhead haybug: yes this is her nickname from me. ) You will understand what I am saying Hay..
You are Bright, Intelligent, Caring, Trusting, & Hopeful .. and you learned all these things from the best people out there. just so no one gets offended I am pointing out something to my granddaughter she will know what I am saying.
Don't forget that you are one of the most important people in my life, I love you until forever, Love your Nana ( my spirit is always with you even when you can't see me, I am the wind blowing your hair, the song you cant not quit thinking about, the soft touch that wipes away your tears.)